i just realised that i havent updated this thing in the longest time.. i guess i've just gotten more into using xanga again, so i completely neglected this one. 

heather and i broke up about a week ago, and got back together in less than 12 hours.  it was just a misunderstanding...

i broke my chain of days being clean, and am now back to day eight, after like two months.  it sucks. 

my VERY close friend josh killed himself on february 22nd of this year, and i miss him like hell.  it's not fair to all of us who loved him so much and lost him in such a tragic way.  i'm really really proud of his sister, who is holding up so well thru all this shit.

arcadia has broken up, cause greg is all too much of a stoner.  i miss him, but i guess it was for the best. 

i've gotten involved with a few other bands... one with scott and his brother, one with jenn, morgan, and amanda, and i'm starting a new one tomorrow.  hope all turns out well with them.

i've pretty much lost contact with aagusta.  i feel like shit that it's happened.  i just want to go back to how it was in the summer before ninth grade... we spent like every fucking day together... and now it's all gone... all i get is an occasional phone call.  i miss her so fucking much.  i guess it just wasnt meant to be... i mean... we were practically best friends for the longest time, then i went to a different high school.  shit happened there, and i didnt tell her all about it.  it's really my fault that it fell apart, cause i should have shared everything in my life with her.  i didnt tell her about the drugs, and i didnt tell her about heather, and i guess it just made her upset that i couldnt trust her. 

truth is, aaugsta, i do trust you and you're like my sister.  i miss you so goddamned much, and i just want it to go back to what it was... i wish i told you everything, so we wouldnt be so distant now. 

i cant do this anymore.  read my xanga so i dont have to update this ever again.  http://www.xanga.com/lipstick_dyke

Fifteen Years ago, I..
1. less than a month old 
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Ten years ago, I ..
1. was five years old
2. played in sandboxes alot
3. lived in parkville
4. had a bunch of lizards
5. still spoke a little bit of german

Five years ago, I...
1. was ten years old
2. met augusta and kate
3. was in middle school (southampton)
4. lived here- forest hill/ bel air- shittowne usa
5. thought i was in love

One year ago, I ..
1. was going out with come crazy kid named mark (or maybe it was tommy...)
2. had a lung infection
3. once again, thought i was in love
4. was looking for a female drummer for arcadia- as a matter of fact, i believe we went to mixy's house for her audition one year ago as of today.... dammit- i miss holly!!!
5. got into wicca (maybe it was more like two years ago...)

Yesterday, I ..
1. missed heather 
2. didnt have band practice
3. was at kristin's house (from friday night to yesterday morning)
4. went home
5. sat on my ass all day

Today, I ..
1. went to school
2. didnt get in trouble for skipping
3. did absolutely nothing in auto
4. passed a math test!!!!
5. am in love with heather e. hardee

Tomorrow, I will ..
1. still love heather
2. kiss heather
3. go to all of my classes (suprise surprise)
4. do stuff
5. maybe take my test in auto